Silent is good

sometimes,i choose to not talking too much

keep quiet

is a good thing

silent is good,

sometimes make you look more,think more and smell more!

haha

thinking back some stuff couple month ago,

it's make me grow,it's make me sick also.

i hate faker

and yet ppl surround me some of them are really really fake

but they dont know they are fake!hahah

it's all right,just be myself.

and recently,

i have learn some lesson,and learn to change!!

fuck fuck fuck (sorry give me to be rude sekejap lah)

-be selfish

-becareful with those 'roses' friend!

-not to be a good person anymore.

it's really make u hurt,sad,angry,dissapointed

if i keep to be good!

arghhhhhhhhhhhhh

Anyway,you treat me good,ppl will treat u good too.
but for those ASSHOLE,just ignore..

To my dearest friends,M.O.S

说了那么多
讲了那么多

自己还是最了解自己啦

我
我不聪明
也说不上笨
我是想个男人
头脑简单四肢发达（哈哈哈哈哈）

有时候
我真的想不通
搞不清楚
（就是in blur blur mood..lol）

包容，关怀，在乎
最近我消失了

谢谢你们，依然存在

你们的指指点点
我有时候不顺
因为我依然是那个我

我行我素
不想长大

i realize too much
and i just dont want to face it

这就是逃避

我逃避，
我想说对不起


可我有时候，
不发表任何言论
我在思考

在想你们对我说的每一句话
你们每说的话，我都有认真思考
认真的想
什么是该做什么不该做
什么对什么错

可是过后我都不知道要怎么样的
又打回原型
过自己的生活

说实在，
我是这种人

我在忙功课的东西，我就不会去理其他的
专住自己的事
像确保自己做的东西是完美的

因为我们另一份职业
也是要做好我们对父母的承诺


我很清楚我拉
也要抱歉
待给你们困扰

我会努力改变这个坏习惯
希望我会做到
gogo fighting!

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总之
我觉得我们今天的spirit有回来了那么一点点
一点点也是好事来的

希望我们继续努力，做到最好
prove it!
=)
i believe we can do it
wahahahah

and i'm so sorry because of me and occur so many problem
and i'm feel thankful you guys still love me
come i give kisses
i love u ALL LAR
M.O.S

We have to work together be just like a family =)

我学会了，也体会了

我最近心情很低弱，我突然找不到方向。。不知道要往哪里走。。

很多事情都做不好，挫折感，打击力-很多倍

即使我已经站起来，可总是有人……………….

自己要的是什么，最清楚不过了

可是总是过不了自己的那关
不自觉。我不愿的，也不想踏出那一步

是否我太在乎了？

朋友真真的意义，

你知道是什么吗？

真真的朋友，

你又知道是什么吗？

事实上我不开心，开心有时候只是表面功夫而已

我不喜欢让自己烦恼而不开心

我不喜欢越想越多

是什么时候我。。不再是我。。。那以前的开心果

对于

危险人物，小人，我会去避开

我不会想要和你们计较什么或多说什么

p/s:

我不是什么感情问题

而是生活上面对了许许多多的问题

我厌倦了

真的厌烦了

对于这一切的一切

我想要消失，我想要休息。。

小丑也不是天天喜哈哈的........
他也是会难过...

16 more days to go!haha!

using phone update blog!haha
16 days left babes!
My bday...haha

But i didnt expect anything of my bday.
Simple also can be very nice...haha
But sure everyone hope to get present from their friendss!
Me neither!haha

But i got wish list inside my heart..the thing i hope to get or i afforable to get it!!hahaha

-wallet!
-handbag!ladies!
-oreo cheese cake or chocolate cake
-MONEY! XD
-GRAPHIC MARKER 1 SET!
-ARCYLIC COLOR 1 SET!
-GOLD necklace with my name!
-BIKINI!!ROAR...!HAHAHA
-Got ppl sing bday song 4 me!
-Bday card!
-a skin care product can really cure my pimple skin!

I guess that's it...
OMG!I'M SOOOO GREEDY!=P..It's mankind!haha

Talentime night (2010)

My sons and daughters 

you guys make me proud that day

All tears and hard work just for all of you and TT nite

is worth.

Sorry to my friends if i have did anything wrong

and forgive me.

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My super super busy life just change it to busy mood...

Simple yet busy life

i used to it already

6th month,you promised.

a lil bit disappointing 

but....you have ur own things to do

what can i say?

 

Once again,TT rockzz the stage again!

Pad thai ♥ yum yum

I was suddenly felt wanna eat pad thai (thai noodles) just now

and i cook it!!

wahahha!

google the recipes...

and here is it...

TADDAAHH

Ingredient to prepare

haha!dont laugh on my handwriting..

simply write so..not need to be so neat lar!

haha

So let's see the final result of my pad thai

....

...

....

....

.....

apparently not bad lar horr!

10 for full mark 

i give...

9.5 mark!

hahaha

very tasty seriously =p

got someone ask me issit i grab this from website!!!

haha!

of course not!!

The website picture is like this lar...

my.....skill not that far yet..hahaha!!

hi,my short hair

It's been an age since the last time i blog
haha

hi,my dear
3rd semester ended
just finished the last assignment
yeah

This semester i had learn so much and hate so much
haha
Seriously,i love POP UP CARD,but the lecture..
really make ppl sick larh..
the whole semester,he keep repeating the same shit things..haizz

and the thing i had learn is....
>be confident on your art work
>treat yourself as a designer instead of just a student.

And Seriously,Mr.Gan..i learn a lot from you

 NOW
i'm free,and going back johor soon
and next month a busy month again
handle TT night!
a great experience i gonna have..

happy happy
happy go lucky

busy

life is busy as usual...
recently was so busy and lot of assignmentss
which really make me not enough sleep and whole body pain

just finish working,today last day
FLASHMOB so fun and made new frenss!
they all are so nice and everyone got so many different pair of nice high cut larhh
envy envy envy envy envy envy envy envy envy envy  =)
hahahahahhahahhahahhahahahhahaha

 DANCER!~

Short hair short story

Long to short
how was it?
nice?

haha..Everyone said they cant recognize me from back..
and cant belive that i cut it short!
(you guys thought i am which leng lui you never see before issit.....hehehehe)

Cause i was like soooooo soooo love my long hair!
Emmm...
1st,nothing happen to me..i'm fine and i just wanna change a new look!hahaha!
much more vintage!i love vintage..!

2nd,when i went cut my hair,the hairstylist asked me,you really wanna cut?!
haha!something like scare i regret..haha
but NO!I LOVE IT!
hahaha

Anyway,it's 3rd semester and short semester
Everything goes so fast
and so do the assignment!
argghhh..FIGHTING!

doggy ROCKY say hi~

my neighbour lovely dog!

it's golden retriever

anyway 

straight to the point

the old thing happen again

same feeling again

i'm emo like hell

in the same time,

maybe my auntie wanna visit me in 1 month

*sigh

I dont know what to respond again

hide inside

arrhhh

i should be optimistic to handle.

GOD BLESS

1 month♥

it's been 1 month
peaceful
ahaha!
=)

now i'm at johor dy
but some1 at brunei =(

 btw,i'm testing on playing online game- HELLO KITTY SURVIVOR LAND
a free CD got that from ifeel magazine!haha

GONG XI FA CAI
hatyai hatyai here i come to you!

Bel bel♥

My friend,Bel  ♥  (Anabel)

She is going to New Zealand soon

arhh..

i totally gonna miss you like hell larh!

4 years...quite a long time!

Anyway,hope everything going smoothly when you at there!

Love yea,xoxo

To-do-list_2010

I need a extreme make over of myself
ahahaha

No lar..but seriously
is something related about money

A job/freelance

to overcome my "salary" (which my dad always bank in for me per month)
-about my assignment/artwork cost
graphic design,emm..need to spend so much on printing..arggghhh
which make me broke in almost every month!!!

Lifestyle

-of course a healthy lifestyle which i always remind myself
to jog,swim............more

Improve

-improve myself!
about english,dance,design,make up,fashion.........more
anything that should be improve
oops!almost forgot and improve skill on doing POP-UP card!!  =) i like it

Get a interesting fiction and read!

Get car license

Saving

-save money for myself and some special day with bi
-buy a fujifilm instax mini 7 as my 19th birthday present!-DSLR & LOMO for my course!(*HOPE SO)
-present for bff birthday!

Trip

go for a trip to relax!
-beach is the 1st choice for me!
-zoo negara
-sunway lagoon

Slim & beauty

-i wanna get slimmer !!! I'm fat,i know....
and of course wanna be prettier!who dont want?!


That's all of my to-do-list 2010,i guess..haha =)

What you like about me?

I asked him last time

 He said,

your smile,

the way you talk

and not hypocrite at all, 

you are pretty that attracted me,

active girl,

talkative,

CRAZY,

playful

And last

you're sohai

i laugh

What a good answer ♥

I miss you,I bet you too  =)

Eugine big day!

24-01-2010

See,how sweet they are...

~CLASSMATE~

you xian got a lil bit tipsy
but he still drink

yummy piggy

FRIENDS~!

p/s:

May both of you in all you do
find love and joy and laughter,
Enjoying life
as man and wife
and happy ever after........

Go go Fighting!

Finally the tren competition is end,
now we should rest a while
and
concentrate on study

jia you arh
dear M.O.S babe!

***

P/S:
Well,
love and miss you,bi =)

Countdown 2010

31 Dec 2009

went to KLCC watch movie
Chipmunk!

I like Theodore!

cute adorable just like me!
hahaha =p


u see,u see
those ppl is like water flow in,
keep moving and lot of ppl coming!

Group photo of the day...haha

he is just exactly look like the
Johnny depp ..
hahah

Shan yie is really a....pervert...=p
\End up,we countdown and watch firework
at WANGSA MAJU LRT station
sigh*

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But we wont forget still have to celebrate!
hahaha


enjoy the first moment of 1-1-2010 in c172
and get tipsy
and the first time countdown at KL!


HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

Now my target of 2010

>get in diploma smoothly..
>improve my English as well..
>prove to mum and dad my result and everything..
>try to find a job or what to over come my financial problem..
>want a 19th birthday party
>spend more time to family
>2010 talent time night,hope to be program designer or stage crew?


many target to achieve
achieve this part first..
hehe